Analysis: Work forces you to act against your ethical standards. You know your colleagues feel the same way, but won't publicly back you for fear of reprisals. Rather than lead the charge for change, your subconscience knows the real path is is to start your own enterprise as direct competition. Your ethical standards will ensure your long term success as a competitive advantage, but don't waste time trying to recruit your past colleagues out of familiarity. They are still cowards.