mmmm. I mean I don't feel like I have changed much in my life and I think compared to most people I know. Well I don't exactly get people saming I am exactly the same but its rare that someone is unsure if im the person they knew years ago. Part of that is the look I grew into in high school has stayed pretty consistant but also my walk and way I am I think. Honestly I think its just mainly wanting an equal society. And no I don't mean everyone being 100% the same. I mean that everyone can live and have the basics and enough discretionary resources to get or improve things that are important to them. I really can't be happy without at the very least feel we are moving towards that. So I have kinda been unhappy most of my life but especially so now.