🫂 youre not a man with tits youre a girl. this sounds a lot like what i went through when i first started trying to be myself socially. idk if it will really help, but what worked for me (very slowly) was reminding myself that other people dont pick apart every little thing that i do the way i do to myself. im sure it went fine, youre just having something like a hangover. it hurts a lot being yourself around people for the first time in years and years. when i started trying to unmask early in my transition i would have a good time in the moment, then spend days ruminating and convincing myself that i did something wrong and everyone hates me now, but that didnt happen. i was just terrified because people actually saw me for once, rather than the mask. it will get easier, i promise. for now just take care of yourself. you did such a good job putting yourself out there like that you deserve a break.