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intro/confused ?? (lemmy.blahaj.zone)
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I'm typing this while sitting in a skirt and knee socks that i bought for myself. Something I never thought I would/could do. And I'm honestly kind of liking it.

I let my curly hair kinda puff up a little and even put on some cat ears. If I cover my face and moustache with a leftover covid mask I almost... almost? could look feminine? And I like that for some reason.

Maybe I could be a woman and enjoy it???

sorry I am a little weed high so i may ramble a bit.

i never post pics of myself but this is a sanitized alt so i don't think I can be identified at all, what do you think?

the knee socks are supposed to be thigh highs but i am a tall mf and i got amazon'ed lol

anyway i already made a meme to share so see you in !egg_irl@lemmy.blahaj.zone in like 4 minutes lol

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[–] 3 points 2 days ago

I'm unsure if I have autism but I very much relate to being unable to process emotions, it took a while but for me I built up a record of how I was feeling/what I did, and when that was in relation to other things. That helped me attribute bad feelings to masculine stuff (body/facial hair, boy clothes, etc. etc.), and then good feelings to the opposite of that, that's a very surface level explanation but you should definitely keep trying new things!

Exploring helps a lot, and to focus on the good more than the bad, especially at this stage due to repression. Good luck with it all.

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