I'm typing this while sitting in a skirt and knee socks that i bought for myself. Something I never thought I would/could do. And I'm honestly kind of liking it.

I let my curly hair kinda puff up a little and even put on some cat ears. If I cover my face and moustache with a leftover covid mask I almost... almost? could look feminine? And I like that for some reason.

Maybe I could be a woman and enjoy it???

sorry I am a little weed high so i may ramble a bit.

i never post pics of myself but this is a sanitized alt so i don't think I can be identified at all, what do you think?

the knee socks are supposed to be thigh highs but i am a tall mf and i got amazon'ed lol

anyway i already made a meme to share so see you in !egg_irl@lemmy.blahaj.zone in like 4 minutes lol

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[–] 14 points 2 days ago (2 children)

I know this feeling sooo much. This subtle feeling of "this feels right", which doesn't seem to qualify as an emotion, but is also strong enough that you go out of your way to make an account and post about it?? Welcome to the club!

Like @Bryllyg said, take your time. If you're like me, that emotionally reserved mask might slowly melt away when you get comfortable about yourself and practice giving space to previously suppressed feelings. And apparently HRT might unlock a whole new level of that, personally I noticed emotional development even without that.

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  • [–] [S] 3 points 2 days ago (1 child)

    thank you for your help and support <3 it might be a bit 'fore i figure this part out

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  • Personally, I really liked the idea of appreciating the journey, not just the "end goals". Everytime I felt too embarrassed to go out in a dress, everytime I make a girly beginner mistake, but also everytime I was brave or overcame any obstacle. It's quite charming.

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