Imagine being dead, buried and just a skeleton right now. That'd be pretty fun, wouldn't it? Haha...ha. I hate myself so fucking much.

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You haven't fucked that up. Yes we removed it, but it's far from something that's irredeemably destroyed your ability to be here.

One thing I would really recommend is to recognize how much your thoughts and emotions are being affected by forces outside of your control. With the manic fun we've been having with you for the last couple weeks comes the deep low you're in right now. Knowing what's happening will not make the sadness go away, but it can help you avoid blaming yourself as much. While you'll still be in pain, at least you can disregard a bit of the self hatred.

Also, don't trust yourself about your appearance. I and many others think you look like a cute girl, even if you don't believe us. You're far from ruined and got to start far earlier than a lot of us have.

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