Imagine being dead, buried and just a skeleton right now. That'd be pretty fun, wouldn't it? Haha...ha. I hate myself so fucking much.

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[–] [S] 1 point 3 hours ago (1 child)

moreAnd what am I now? That which I criticized. A drugged up mess that doesn't even qualify as a human. After criticizing alcohol my whole life, I pick up something even worse. The hypocrisy hurts. I'm such an arrogant asshole. I pick up something that I think is keeping me alive. I still think it is. It's a mistake, but hey, I'm alive? That's great isn't it? I don't think so.

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  • [–] [S] 1 point 3 hours ago

    moreI'm gonna vomit. Not because of the drugs but because I make myself sick, literally. That's how much I hate myself. I wanna puke just realizing what I am, what my body and existence are. I'm the worst. I'm the worst fucking person in this goddamn world. I'm completely worthless, not even good for sex. Not even good for anything. I'm the worst...

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