Jeez...that's actually horrible. Had no idea it was that bad.

I unfortunately understand your fear. To be honest, I fear the same thing for myself. I'm very dependent on other people, very obviously trans, I'm fetishizable, I'm fairly young and inexperienced and I've been told I have some good qualities about me. Add me being naive and my mental state on top of that and I feel like it's practically just a matter of time and meeting the wrong people for me. And just like you, I can't hold a job to save my life, I've never been employed once in my life so stuff like sex work is basically the only thing I can do.

This is scary. And it's depressing. Combined with what's happening all over the world right now, I'm really scared. Not that much for my own safety, but for all my trans brothers and sisters. This is fucked up...