Well thank you very much! That means a lot to me and it's really nice to just have people listen! I've been thinking about it, honestly he hasn't been a 'friend' in a while. I think I'm just tired of not actually being happy being myself, so in a way, if I could tell this guy about it I can tell anyone. It was more subconscious, I think... And my parents, I think they'd actually be understanding! They're good and accepting people. It's more that I don't really exactly know how to, and I think to them it would be a big surprise, even if I've felt this way for a long time (only recently really come to understand it as the truth). I am old-ish, and in a way I'm a little concerned that since I never explicitly showed any outwards interest/need in transitioning prior that they might think that I'm doing something strange? Not really sure how to word it, sorry.