That's the thing, they both feel like toys to me. I get frustrated by MacOS because it feels like the interface is fighting me at every step and I can't "just do something" the normal fast way. I had to use one very frequently at work, so you'd think I'd get used to it eventually, but I just got increasingly more frustrated every day
But on an iPad I don't care as much that everything is weird. Maybe because I don't try and do anything complicated on it. Like I basically just use it as a mini TV to watch YouTube or use apps. One time I installed a word processor and IDE on my iPad and also got similarly annoyed with it like Mac OS.
I suppose I just do not gel with any Apple OS in a productive setting. It feels extremely unintuitive and I have to carefully think about everything I do and how to do it. Though I am spoiled by Linux nowadays, and I'm used to how computers worked 20+ years ago. I don't like it when things try and help me, it just slows me down. Just give me the file system and command line lol. I want to understand and feel everything that's happening in the computer
Apologies if I make any mistakes in this message, I'm only semi-conscious right now from exhaustion and I don't trust my sentence structure