This is so absolutely spot on. Also
It would be silly to call me a Nazi though, because I am not a member of the German socialist party from 1930 to 1945, although they were certainly preferable to the evil, savage communists.
I fucking hate it here. I'm embarrassed to call this fucking place my home and these fucking people my fellows. I know I should work organizing and agitating and propagating, but I have absolutely zero hope on anyone here. It seems to me that even those who see the problems with capitalism will instinctively denounce communism and default to some stupid fucking idealist/anarchist stance that will never lead to anything changing. I'd rather just move to China with my partner, but we don't have money like that, and neither of us speak mandarin, and neither of us have any reason for anyone in China to employ us so I guess we'll just wait for the state to turn even more fascist and then try seeking asylum once the repressions really start ramping up or something.

/s