I do the things I do because going on epic, challenging missions is personally meaningful and memorable to me, requires me to challenge myself and see how I can overcome those challenges
Again you have explained your relationship with nature as almost entirely about you and your experience.
You can enjoy the sunshine in your local city park by sitting on a bench. Or you can play soccar with your friends. Neither way of interacting with nature is “wrong”
Both of those things are very different than participating in a culture of needing to conquer nature to prove yourself.