Thank you so much. I really appreciate it. <3 I'm sorry this response is so late; I haven't really been on here, I've just been surviving, and additional big scary life stuff has been happening. It's too much.

I'm still in the same spot I was when I wrote the comment, unfortunately (worse, actually.) I hate taking/asking for money/help from people so much, but I logically know I need to suck it up and not be ashamed of needing help, but it's so hard, ya know? Bleh. I have the usual apps like CashApp ([redacted]), PayPal ([redacted]), Venmo ([redacted]). I don't know if anyone will see this, though, since it's an old post. If you do, I'd like your opinion: should I make a post..? I don't know if that would be weird or if it's allowed here, or where I'd post it if so? I'm sorry if those are stupid questions or if I make little sense. It's so tough to think/communicate and I'm so ashamed. Please let me know if I can try to clarify anything.

And thank you again for being so kind to me and for caring about me even though I'm a stranger. I appreciate it so much.