Fucking motherfucking bowel prep bullshit.

I've done this before, but that was before I was always fatigued. I'm fucking exhausted after first dose and starting the next one in an hour.

Haven't eaten in like 18 hours (I guess a cup of soup earlier counts as food, so maybe less because I had one earlier), and the appointment is in the morning (8 hours from now), which means by the time I'm ready to fall asleep, that's when I go to the hospital.

I hate this shit.

Edit: Doesn't help that it's the middle of winter here and I can't tell if I'm shivering because cold or because weakness.

Edit 2: Everything's mostly fine, but I'm exhausted and I haven't had this level of anxiety in years. Hopefully once I get some decent food in and a full night's sleep, I'll feel better.