Feeling more sane now that I'm out of the environment causing me stress, but aware of the one year timeline I have before getting put into the same environment.

There's a lot to do. Prob need therapy— no, I know I do lol. At least I know that friends are supportive and might be willing to help me stay out of the environment, even though I haven't told them much because these issues are still something I'm processing. I just realize that if I shut people out of my life, as rough as it is right now, the end results of losing community and support is worse.

Just can't let my depression thoughts get to me— it's paralyzing. But like I said, being out of the environment has definitely improved my mental health, and I feel like I have a bit more control again over my life.