My date canceled on me at the last minute on Monday due to family drama stuff (that does match up with stuff she told me last week, to her credit) but I'm just really sad and lonely and wonder if I'll ever actually get to see her, since we're really vibing over text

I feel selfish and guilty whining about it on the Internet to strangers on the communist weirdo hexagonal bear website, but also I am drinking Kraken with Sprite and smoking the Devil's Lettuce and I just wanted to give her a big bear hug like I promised I would and that was cringe I shouldn't have said that but now I'm posting it