@RBWellsV23 thing is, I interpret all those fantasies as you being valued, at least in that you're the object of attention. Even kneeling, subservient, being spoken to, not allowed to respond, the focus and attention is purely on you. As is of course being passed around, where I presume that one of the core things that turns you on is that everyone finds you so desirable and they're all hard and eager to discover your body and fuck you?