I don't agree with the downvotes here. I fall on the other side of the theistic question from you, but if you're being sincere in your comment then I think you deserve appreciation, not condemnation. The way I see it, I have no answers, so I can't judge anyone else's conclusions, I can only judge them for being unwilling to ask the question and weigh their beliefs against it. A genuine belief, a conviction, should be one that survives trial by fire and stands up to any reasonable scrutiny. If your belief can't do that, it's not an actual belief, it's a superstition. Taking you at your word here, if you genuinely weigh your belief against opposition rather than run from it and still come out with the conclusion of deistic belief, I'm not going to judge you. At least you're doing the work.

Sorry for the unnecessary soapbox here, seeing the majority downvotes just left a bad taste in my mouth on this one.

edit: improved wording slightly