Christianity is a collection of religious philosophies. Not every priests agree on all the details and interpret things differently from one another.
The previous pope and his predecessor could not be further apart in how they interpret the bible.
You are (traditionally) supposed to either ask your local religious authority on how to interpret the bible in context of your community or otherwise study the ancient texts to find your own meaning as an aspiring priest.
I understand their is much zealotism and as always power corrupts (and priests have power)
But to ignore that their are valuable philosophical messages in the ideas of the character that is called christs (fictious or a merge of different philosophers) and that some people are capable of practicing their religion in a beneficial and progressive way is immature.
I absolutely agree that the jaweh character is a petty narcissistic asshole, but thats exactly why i became interested in learning about religion at all. One of the things i quickly caught on is that the Christian god is actually the Jewish god, Christianity is a branch of it specifically around Jesus.
I am not religious nor Christian, i don’t believe anything in the bible describes a real event but Jesus remains a great role model, and quite the social anarchist.
A message of unconditional love, accepting others without judgment and helping those in need, it simply cant be more in contrast with US Nat-C(ristian) hate. That is the contrast what is generally meant with “actual christianity”