Aggfh! I know that feel! Rats are awesome and I jusr cant handle the lifespan to fall in love again. I lived on a farm where all of us were vegan and every expected us to be using thr animals for stuff. We just had space for some extra friends. Chickens are cool people! We can have goats cause we like hanging out with goats! Animals are cool guys and appreciating them for who they are shouldn't be weird!