I had to look this up to see the tagline.
I spent many sleepless nights manually banning accounts as they flooded in. I watched the user list set to new and if I saw multiple accounts with the same name I was banning them, refreshing and banning again.
I spent a week doing this while my friend created the auto mod Pavilchenko.
Kerryposters did a huge number to my mental health and the hatred I got for misgendering someone a couple of times before someone pointed out my mistake probably kept me in the closet for a year longer.
I just stopped using Chapo.chat for a couple of years after I stepped away from an admin position.