Definitely my dad. Just an irresponsible, immature, shallow, hedonistic, unstable, violent and dishonest silly man. And from what I understand, my grandpa might have been even worse (but I don't think my dad met him until he was in his 30s). I've had to rewrite my brain many times to unfuck whatever his presence fucked up but, as malleable as the mind and brain are, some things can't change and I just have to live with them.

He wasn't 99% evil or anything, but that's rare if even possible. He was definitely more selfish, problematic and uncaring than not though, and he messed with enough lives that Hell is more than warranted for him, I think. 🤔