Feel bad? Not at all.
See, unlike you, I fully own my positions. Andrew Tridgell should, and I mean this, I love seeing people improve, stop using this demon technology created by vampires to suck the life out good natured folk. And if he doesn't, I will stop associating with him, because he's siding with vampires. Simple as.
From your perspective this would seem horribly evil because you also side with vampires. I don't care that you think this.
Your position is that you looove AI and sucking vampire dick, but you won't say that because you know it's harder to defend here on the, let me check... right, the FuckAI board.
Just be honest, man. You don't want to do anything about AI. You are a pro AI individual. Shouldn't that be easy? I don't shy away from my own beliefs.