What books? What history? You clearly are no Marxist, nor an anarchist, nor do you seem to have a grasp of "all of the history" or you'd understand that technocracy is a farcical dead end, just like all of these misanthropic screeds.
You don't know me and you don't get to define who I am.
I have enough knowledge to know the only thing that ever works at gaining power is violence and war. This idealist notion that we can just talk our way to Socialism is short-sighted. Nice to imagine but not real life. The problem you will run into quickly is that people in general are not logical creatures. They're emotional ones. And the way leftists in general and especially ones on ML sites is... cringe. I want to like you people because we share some views but the more I am here the more I realize the electoralist, social Democratic end is where I belong.