Sorry, but you haven't explained how you are desensitised to it. You said he affected you family or you directly, but I go into detail.

But again. I am not arguing the point of being happy he died. Because again, i agree. I am talking about finding joy in watching that happen. Not joy in knowing he died, joy in watching someone die in a gruesome way.

I don't know how to be more clear in that distiction.

I don't know what it is, either i am not being clear, or you are too annoyed with me and angry with kirk for it to click.

I am glad he is dead. I felt sick watching his neck explode. And i agree with people who are happy he is dead but i wish i understood why people can enjoy watching that.