Back in the days when Craigslist was still a thing and I was a young teenager confused about...well a lot of things, I would post ads looking to be tied up and/or heavily objectified. I had watched plenty of non-vanilla porn at that point and knew I enjoyed the themes, but the level of turned on I got by hearing how strange men wanted to use my body for their pleasure was a bit of an indication that I was a lot more submissive than I thought.