nature isn't as bad as people; you can atleast try to prepare of it.

out in the middle of nowhere, people can and do make sure that you can't prepare for them.

Humans need a good balance but many just want to see if grass is greener on other side.

this makes the most sense to me because that's what i did. life had taught me that being queer, autistic and brown is boring AF in urban enough environments; but it REALLY makes those hens gossip in the country side and the ppl forcing you to conform because they refuse accept your true expression of yourself is a prison of its own. to make matters worse: that 1 factory; 4 MASSIVE beef & pork farms; and plantation that employ 80% of the population will fuck up your air & water worse than the city thanks to a friendly local government that gives them passes. having to drive 5 hours to the nearest water source, to spend another 2 hours filling up, and then another 5 hour drive back every month is galling when there's a natural stream nearby that the local gov't makes illegal to take from.

i wanted to see if the grass was greener in the core of several cities and found that, yes, very much so for someone like me.

it's easier to shut off your water if doesn't come from a natural source and your chances are almost negligible against the majority; much less against an imported army.