Read some chat logs with a friend from back in 2018 and realized I've been promising to do the same things for 5 years but never achieving them. I procrastinate on even the things that will make me happy, uncertain that they will actually make things better, and never change. I'll start off small. I'll buy that bike I've been promising to for the past 5 years. Everyone is capable of changing for the better, comrades. I wish you all the best.