This is an alt. My previous account I deleted it. Was Nyarlathotep7. I'm desperate. I don't know how else to say this.

I attempted last year. Survived. Went inpatient. Everything was covered. I had medical insurance. Everything but a 5 minute ambulance ride from the hospital to an mental health center. That's not hyperbole. It is a 8 minute walk but a 5 minute drive. This bill was 800$. I have fought it for a year. It has only gotten bigger. I lost my job and got a new one. But every pay check goes into a void of debt, car payments, phone bill. I don't have anyone to ask for help. I am borderline suicidal. I can't die because of my family but being alive is too fucking expensive. I worked 56 hours last week, got paid friday, I have 28$ in my checking. What am I giving my life to? I work PRN, a caretaker. I'm ruining my back helping this patient that can't walk. He's sweet but racist lol. Only listens to michael jackson but ONLY if its when he's white.

I'll take anything. I'm desperate. I just want to be able to eat. I don't care about opsec anymore. If anyone can help, my cashapp is $Nyarla7, my paypal is paypal.me/nyarla7.

Thank you.