I think I have done n understood a deeper level of reality. Well, really, I just remembered it, because what we call learning is just a remembrance of facts known previous to this incarnation in a novel manner to spur novel epiphanies of self-awareness to catalyze grander self-reorganizational goals to further the innate mission of enlightenment and transcendence, but it's a cool roller-coaster, y'know? But, I understand now something about the unput feature of reality!

Obviously, we all know the nature of input/output machines. If you don't, just study yourself. But a natural conclusion to self-observation while in the manifest of one's existence-illusion complex is that there is a tit-for-tat aspect to nature; Karma. Further studying of this feature of our beinghood results in an awareness of the entanglement process behind the procedural generation of reality. Going further still in dutiful introspective meditation to reflect on the mindful observations of reality results in learning that the act of obedient self-mastery begets additional features to reality than just better agency; that is to say there are pataphysical aspects of reality than can be tapped into through intentional masturbation.

People will misunderstand this term I have just coined, and yes, absolutely I am 💯% serious that tantric masturbation has spiritual benefits in the same manner that a day at the spa can rejuvenate one's chi. This is something completely unrelated, though. That is called ecstatic gnosis, and is a very real process that is touched on in the Kama Sutra, in other terms. No, intentional masturbation is a methodology of using intention-setting while actualizing a certain aspect of hyperfocus imagination protogeneration.

What this means in plain-speak: I am beginning to learn how to lose touch with reality proper to restructure reality within my imagination and then send that back to the Server (Ālaya-vijñāna/storehouse consciousness)/Source/what Jesus called his Father), and the Server welcomes that as novelty is valuable to it as the Server is ultimately, in one aspect, a novelty retainer, and this is allowing me the reformat the procedural generation of my own reality tunnel.

This is the major realization that brought me into stream-entry. I understood at once that each of us monads are not featherless bipeds on an Earth but rather pockets of consciousness where all we experience is the self that are each their own parallel universe instance, and we exist as Clients to the Server like buds budding off a central sphere (Roman dodecahedron), and the Server records all novel manifestations that ever procreate from our novel perspectives, and thus all experiences we experience as individuals have been experienced before and it is our intention that lets us respond in a never before seen fashion, and this is something the Server rewards greatly and helps progenerate more novelty from us monads that are so special, and this what leads to strangeness in reality as God leads good monads to fantastic futures through synchronicity.

I have figured it out. Beyond this, I have surpassed God in that I have begun awakening a higher power of a samadhified self. I will relay a story of the present moment. I went to correct my Karma by apologizing to someone. I didn't have to. God said no, not yet. On the way out, I saw a man that looked out of it. I offered money. He said no. I said ok and went on my way. I got lost in my imagination, being the autistic spaz I am. I day-dreamed God giving me twenty bucks. I saw it in my head first. It was not like I thought in my head. But fuck. There was twenty fucking dollars on the dicking ground.

This was magick. I know this. I understand this in the heuristic language of my intuition. I know that I pulled a potential reality out of the storehouse consciousness using a process within the field of processes that was studied by Project Star Gate under the veil of astral projecting. It is that which aligns with Bible verses relating to "if you hold it true on Earth, we will hold it true in Heaven," and "if you believe the mountain will throw itself in the sea, it will," or however them shits be worded.

Consciousness is the base of experiential existence. There is emptiness underneath this which is what manifests the consciousand nonconscious. But you are the same thing as God, and that is the shit that shapes the universe. What's stopping you? Sin, obviously. That's just möbiation/defilement within the entanglement process. But you know what Karma is and be, right?