It sounds like OP had a bad experience with her local branch, and I get you can only work off your own experiences, but that's not what I've seen or heard from other local comrades in the party.
I can guarantee this is not just our one comrade on hexbear's experience and that the org is hemorrhaging members over this across many, many branches and across many, many levels of leadership and membership tenure. they're losing longterm local leaders, recent rank and file cadre & newer local leaders recruited as part of the PSL's growth spurt, as well as longterm, highly active rank and file. i was a member of one of its largest branches, the damage around this is extremely extensive.