I hear that, but I deserve for my nervous system to be regulated, too. Just because clicking a pen calms someone down doesn't mean they should do it at the expense of everyone else's focus in an office setting, and the same goes for all stims. Situational awareness isn't something to discourage

We all have to wear masks, my guy. It takes a lot of effort to not be "the weird guy" at work.

Gnothi seauton!

I learned who I was. And I would still have been a slob even if I hadn't.

I agree with this, and by all means healthcare should be provided if that is what you need. However, there's a bunch to be said that if you've developed a bunch of coping mechanisms that fix or address certain aspects, that getting medicated could completely fuck up your flow of what you used to do and now need to learn new ways to deal with things with medication. But knowledge is power, but I don't always agree that if you've lived 50 years unmedicated, and then getting medicated is always the answer but it absolutely should be available.

I first found out I have aphantasia and anendophasia

So if you don't think in words and also not in images... How do you think? I'm curious because I can't imagine thinking without either of those.