I absolutely love the taste of meat. But I saw how animals are treated in the industry. So I don't eat it because I don't want to fund it. Would I eat it if I was guaranteed that the animal was happy all their life and didn't notice being killed? Maybe. Probably. But that isn't possible so I don't. There are so many good meat alternatives by now that it really isn't that hard anymore. For me it started with trying those and realizing they're not bad at all. I would really encourage you to try a few of the available options. Beyond is really good. And when you know that no animal had to suffer and die for your short moment of enjoying a meal, it tastes even better.