"What can I doooo, learn and change how I think??! !!!?!"

Yes, the bare minimum you can do with the power afforded to you is learn how to address these things so that you don't fucking colonize. It is the least you can do.

Patrick Wolfe is white, many decolonial scholars are white. Acting like you're powerless over yourself is not very convincing or, honestly, a respectable way to behave. It's honestly quite petulant. Just be honest and admit that I ruined your little LARP that many "socialist" like you on Lemmy participate in. White guilt doesn't exempt you from being responsible for yourself or your actions, and that includes how you think.

and lol, thanks for making it "simple," I'm sure that was quite a burden for you what with your immense and innate knowledge. I'm not going to read another response from you.