This is exactly the advice ive been hearing and feels the best to me
Like, deep down in my soul i know not to just trust doctors, theres obviously horrible doctors everywhere. I just dont know enough about anything like this and im just generally doing what im told.
Plus, if im being completely honest, medical settings are my safe space and im kinda terrified that might change. I know this is not MANY peoples experience but for me, with alot of pain and struggle in almost every other aspect of my life, doctors always seemed to be doing their best to make me feel better. White "male" privilege is probly a factor, and its probly going to be a hard lesson for me overall