Tbh I have no idea what you're talking about re YouTube I've just settled into Gnosticism in the past few years when I wanted to reestablish a spiritual belief system for myself outside of my puritan / fundie upbringing and having always felt a strong connection to esoteric spiritual practices.

I spent a long time in dialectal behavior therapy which gave me a really good foundational set of wellness skills that have integrated nicely with things like introspective tarot and it's very easy to integrate Jungian psychology and personality typing into the richer imagery of astrology (it's fairly easy to map an OCEAN type onto an MBTI which is based on Galen's humors alongside astrology anyway so long story short I'm an air type with a little sprinkle of fire and making little sigils out of the planet / sign alignments of my birth chart that suit that has been a really great way to develop my sense of personal identity and then looking at a star chart for a different specific datetime often offers alternative ways to process the event that I might not have originally considered.

TLDR – ESOTERIC