yes, i have audhd, and while i can sort of recognize i dont have a lot of respect for my studies and what nonsense they push on me, i also get ticked off by how poorly i do at tasks, it's really infuriating and also hard to articulate, also because for some classes i do have a love for them and should be doing better (love hate relationship with history given the sheer volume of nonsense i'm fed, just got the Katyn Massacre WAS Ussr in my book). thank you for empathizing :)