I'm not banking on anything, as in "I don't have strong faith in any proposed solutions". I'm just surviving in the sense that, like so many of us, I'm doing my best to maintain my physical and mental health during these difficult times. For me, like so many of us, "doing something" me to maintain my physical and mental health.

I don't blame you for misunderstanding me. I can see how my previous comment could have come off that way. I do also want to say though, that "not helping" is okay too. If you don't have the capacity right now to do anything but exist, I understand. It's fuckin tough out there for a lot of people.