The feeling I assumed was anxiety my whole life was gone. The uneasy feeling of dread or that I was forgetting something of terminal importance. The way stuff bounced around in my head and made me ruminate on unnecessary things. I just never had a word for it before now.
This whole time I've been in SNRIs that are supposed to help with the same things, but never quite did enough.
I'm only 2 weeks in and it isnt like taking the limitless pill or anything but even just that is a relief rn 🥹
My psych didnt really explain that well either, BUT I've got a few good folks who warned me that the first doses would make me feel like you've actually taken the limitless pill.
They sorta did, too, but at least knowing it was meant to come back down eventually helped me adapt. Without that knowledge I might have tried chasing the initial feeling or gotten disappointed.