Getting fucked strapped down to a guillotine (with a line of guys especially) or with a gun to my head.

Snuff is really difficult for people to understand. I like being alive, but the idea that a guy could treat me as completely disposable is exhilarating. I’m fairly extreme on the masochism/submissive side of things, the challenge is always finding guys who are safe with those extreme kinks.

I’ve got a regular I had a really great time with recently - put a belt around my neck before he walked in, let him talk about how far he could go (while not actually pulling hard - breath play is always dangerous..)

Being passed around at a party and thrown into a dumpster afterwords is another of those “probably impossible” fantasies.