Honestly, I’m feeling very lost and uninspired. It’s been a while since I posted anything online (hi beehaw I’m back) and I guess I’m just seeking community and connection again. I have lost my sense of self once again and I’m spiraling down which isn’t great.

I just really want to spend some time alone to figure out who I am again. I love my husband so so much but solitude would give me so much clarity right now. Maybe once I get a short break from work I could encourage him to spend some time outside.