The reason why people here will say you're apologizing for American actions is because we don't equate China and the US on the basis of being states. We see the USA as far, far more harmful to the world, regardless if China has truly authentic socialist ideology in is government. I really think you'd agree to this.

It's a valid ideological premise to be wary of states, sure. That's fine, we can talk about the details of that after we organize a revolution.

I don't think you're a bad person or that you're truly trying to defend the US. I think you're just saying things that come across as rhetorically inauthentic because you're repeating things we more closely connect to liberals.