@RBWellsV23 yes, literally dreams. And I understand what you're saying, there's always such a strong narrative drive in a dream, an inevitability about how events unfold. Even when disconcerting, and for me they definitely have profound physical effect on my body, there's always a sense that even in a moment of danger you are wrapped in cotton wool and protected.

And are you saying you exclusively have sexual dreams about people you're not sexually attracted to irl?