Me and my wife hosted new years eve with friends, was a lot of fun but holy fuck I'm tired. Gonna try to make the most of the rest of the week.

There's a family event on Saturday that I'm really not looking forward to. Meeting relatives you never talk to etc. It's been mentally draining me so much, I don't think I should go, if only for mental health reasons. But it's hard to cancel on them because I feel guilty for never seeing them... So the cycle continues.