I'm a bit over 40 and have moved fully to the left just in the past years. Getting a better paying job has just made me see the contradictions better.
As long as you are aware of the brainworms around you, they can't get to you.
I also very much choose to focus on humanity, in my choice of media and in the things I pay attention to. I'd much rather make a note of the person helping someone else cross a street than a person behaving selfishly, because it matters. I feel the most nihilist people around me just pick and choose the most negative things that affirm their already shitty worldview to justify and uphold said worldview and through that their own apathy and lack of kindness.
