Was feeling very out of sorts this afternoon, a fair amount of confusion with the whole gender identity journey being traversed at present.

My partner picked up on it, and pushed me to vocalise my neural mess until we got to the bottom of today's mental conflict.

Ended up heading into Ann Summers where she picked out something she thought would suit me, and that I'd like.

Felt incredibly nervous and shy waiting for a fitting room to be free to try it on, but so pleased she took the time to get at why I was feeling so unsettled and gave me that solid push into doing so.

Felt so good looking at myself in the mirror, and feeling the lace against my skin... can't wait to tease her with it soon!