Honestly it's definitely because I grew it out first, so I associate my hair style with being a guy, I'm probably going to try and decide on styling it different to help with that. You're right though, thank you, it's really silly, I'll try my best to ignore those thoughts!

Also, I didn't want to say it in my original comment, but I just saw you downplay how pretty you are, I am also jealous, you're really pretty! Your shoulders really aren't that broad, if anything they're similar to mine anyway.