I'm not sure why, maybe is because I live perpetually overstressed and I'm dyscalculic, but I can't just understand anything about the part of actually writing code. Like, I can conceptually and theoretically know really much about programming, programming languages and how they work (and how they would work better), but when it comes to start learning the syntax and what every symbol, word and all that means and how do they combine... Oopsie.

In few words, I do understand the theory, all the concepts and the programming semantics, but the code grammar is hard for me, and the syntax is nearly impossible as it involves too much maths.

As architecture and design are more about natural language and logical reasoning, and I'm actually good in those two things (I have hyperlogia [if "hypercalculia" is the polar opposite of dyscalculia, then this is the same for dyslogia]), or at least can be totally done without any maths and totally with only these two things (because yeah, symbolic logic is also hard for me), I can do these things to a pretty good extent.

Hope this allows you to better undertand. 😄