Sometimes I think back to the very beginning of Covid and how it was, for me, a peaceful time. Everything slowed down, online gaming parties with friends were the only social activity you could do. Walking outside was so peaceful due to lack of cars and the few people that were outside were very friendly. It really felt like things were getting rough but at the same time as if thing were about to change in a positive way.
I think it lasted three, maybe four weeks and then everything went to shit permanently. For healthcare workers it went to shit right away. 25 thousand people died in The Netherlands (confirmed to be Covid, probably higher and some other people died due to the chaos surrounding covid). I think about that period from time to time. And it makes me sad.