Hey, that's understandable. Language learning, like all learning, is a skill that is best acquired in your early years and starting as an adult is a daunting task. Not getting it on your first try isn't something to be embarrassed about. The good news is that you're in the ideal environment to learn, fully immersed in the target language, and all these uncomfortable experiences can even help broaden your comfort zone. Plus, you'll end up speaking another language, and that's always cool.